After all this I wonder why I am still sane and standing. Should I be proud? Proud to have the priveliges to not rot in jail or a psych ward? Proud that none of these predators will ever recieve any form of justice and will just continue their violence? Thats just shi you either sell out for, or that makes you wanna burn it all down. Out of the ashes only humanity will rise, but thats nothing more than a nice dream. The fascists will take power over here in a couple of decades. I pray it aint so and am willing to do all it takes, but barely anyone sees. They joke about these supposedly stupid fascists, but forget, that they copy and perfectionated our tactics, while it seems to be more important to use “PC-Language”, which in itself aint bad, but the way Germans use it, it just reproduces german yuppie-culture. Smile and act like you care and understand, even though you dont know shit. Ive seen dead people. Ive recruited comrades, who might already be dead for a cause I no longer believe in. I tried to help and was used, I tried to fight and was used. Theres very little rage left in me only the calmness before an oncoming storm. I want us to get back what weve had and more. Why else continue living as a human? They can hoard and exploit, but in the end a trigger pulled and the fight will start. Too many words among leftists, as in 1969 they debate the use of violence, but never worked under these obhorent conditions for their luxury, that even exist here. They werent forcibly sterilised, killed with benzos and robbed of their freedom. A bunch of useful idiots for causes that benifit party-elites from where ever in the world. Donate and do charity, but the leading man will sit there with his swiss bank account. But yes its the few migrants, torn up by rage, that are the problem. All these strange and wild people, thats their culture I guess, or is it what happens if you treat us like animals? From the scum i subseid in, I only see love (mostly), so it might just be that spewing leftist theory dont make you any less of a racist sack of shit.

I wanna continue to see them fall and colored trash of society rise. They are either allies or theyll become allies. The end justifies the means, if the end is literal human extinction. Youre waiting for hope, but there aint any left. A revolutionary accepts near certain death, even if there is just a glimmer of hope, because not much has changed.